Today was one of those days when I just didn't feel like waking up. It's really surprising how I remembered my dreams today. I always forget my dreams, but not today. So maybe, this is just God's way of telling me what to correct in my life right now, and I'm scared. I didn't dream of you, and I'm scared that you're not going to be in my future.

Maybe I'm a horrible person, maybe I'm too harsh, maybe I'm expecting too much of you. What I did to you in my dream horrified me so much so that there were tears on my pillow when I woke up. Or maybe it was just drool. Doubt it, though.

I really don't know if I can trust you now. Everything you say to me now feels like just a lie. I don't have the time to sit around, contemplating every word you say to me. Sift through your lies and your truths. I don't think you know that I caught you in the act, a long time ago. I'm still acting in front of you, though. Acting as if I don't know shit, and just following you around like a blind sheep. I hate being lied to, especially by someone whom I trust. I don't give my trust and love so easily, you know. So maybe you should reflect, and treasure it. Because I take back trust and love very easily.